Here’s what I know:
I don’t know what’s going to happen with this move that is right now set to happen between Tuesday and Wednesday.
I don’t know where we are going to live because we haven’t found anyone who will rent to us due to our current circumstances.
I don’t know how there can be so many people praying for us and yet I know nothing about what happens next.
Here’s what else I know:
I know God’s ways are not my ways nor are His thoughts my thoughts.
I know nothing is impossible for God.
I know God created the heavens and the earth and the oceans and he placed the stars in the sky.
I know God cares deeply for me and will never abandon or forsake me.
I know my faith does not depend on my feelings or my circumstances.
Fear battles faith with every flaming arrow the enemy has in his quiver and doubt swirls like a storm only Jesus can quell as He did for His disciples on the Sea of Galilee.
Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!”
He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.
The men were amazed and asked, “What kind of man is this? Even the winds and the waves obey him!”
The storm is fierce and my faith is not only little, like the disciples, it is shaky at best.
God is faithful even when He seems silent; and I will trust Him and I will wait on Him. I will say yes, even when He says wait a little longer. I will say yes, even if He says no.
Though every ounce of my limited, broken, bone-weary, and fear-filled humanity cries out, “No!” and, “I can’t!” and, “I won’t!” and, “Where are you?” and, “Why, God, why?!” I will trust Him. I will look back at the places from which I have come and recall the ways He has provided and that He has always met me where I am. I will remember His faithfulness.
I will say, “Yes.”
No matter what, I will say, “Yes.”